Is God winking at me?
A battle is going on in my heart/mind/soul. Sometimes it feels like World War III. My hands shake as I type this, and my heart feels like it is beating out of my chest.
I love my job…I’m just not in love with it. I love my students, and the people I work with are some of my best friends. But my job just doesn’t do it for me. It doesn’t make my heart shine, challenge my mind, or light a fire in my belly.
Something else does.
A few weeks ago, my yoga instructor read an section of The Fire Starter Sessions by Danielle LaPorte. (Wink #1) I immediately went home and ordered it on Amazon. I needed more.
I read the entire book. It took me a few days because it is extremely powerful. Seriously. I had to put it down several times because the coals were burning inside me. (Wink #2)
Yesterday, during my yoga class, a different instructor talked about the same book. She talked about living your dream, and not letting fear hold us back. Luckily, it was a hot class, so my tears were easily mistaken for sweat. (Wink #3)
This morning, I got the news that my co-worker got a new job and starts Jan 2. He and I work really well together. I am so happy for him, and devestated for me. (Wink #4)
So…are these things coincidences?
Or is God winking at me?
How many winks do you get?